This post is indulgent af, but comes from needing help to work this out. Play, or things involving play: Feed me and keep me sheltered, necessarily meaning it occupies 27% (45 hours in 168 hours) of my time with time. Not being awake included. Provide me with a small space to occupy my mental model when the exagerrated or real stresses of my environment become too much. Is where I direct creative energy. Is an aspect of kinship and is a way for me to connect with others, during isolation and over distance. Form a large part of special interests media, and social media output, that I consume. A source of guilt as a result of the negative impacts it has on others, and the World. Is currently how I conceive I will make a positive difference both to the fortunes of myself and my family, but also to the overall state of the World. The above points are interdependent. They mix both the process of building and creation (making games) and, play and consumption . My use of the capitalised Worl...