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Feelings of emptyness

Big brain moments thinking of how games consumers are being sold more and more vapid experiences in the same way we've all been sold on the idea that potato starch is food. I'm not enjoying games anymore because they are a whole lot of nothing there's a sweet spot between short arcade xperiences and what was being offered in the early 2010s if there's a glimmer of hope it's that the big players dilute their ips so much that they become meaningless is this becoming old biasing my view on things?

Bin the Core Loop and fire all your designers

The 1996 videogame Z, and the Men of War series have a lot in common, and I enjoy both

 Z stands out. It comes from a time when command and conquer (following on from Dune 2) was busy setting the tone for RTS. Arguably until Ground Control again doing away with base building, and more modern touch points of the Dawn of War game bringing it solidly into the collective consciousness. These comparisons have already been made in the "have you played" series on RPS in "have you played... Z" The above is a simple comparison making exercise, cherry picking examples of popular games, ignoring the melange of RTS ideas at the time and those ideas inherited from the board game or war game worlds. The prevailing narratives about which game first introduced what mechanic lack nuance and are most likely false. Like the histories of many other fields. My own comparison is between Z and Men of War.  I feel that the micro in Z resembles the randomness of Men of War quite closely. Several light tanks can sometimes destroy a medium, or just as well not. Moments of Heroi

Give old ideas a funeral

 The lack of closure on my older ideas means they take up more headspace than they should. Even a small illustration that can be viewed as a "complete"work will convey the original idea and is better than a half finished thing on GitHub

Literally realise your dream whether there is money involved or not

No one will pay for your lucid dreams but you can show other people something beautiful you have seen

You shouldn't use tools designed for teams as an individual

 Most games are made by groups of people. If you need to act as if you are a group of people you'll need to find (buy) products acting like the  virtual output in a team. By buying others output you are put in an awkward position if you want full aesthetic (assets) or functional (code) control. Leaving slack for this is good. Ultimately I'm not even convinced by the opening as very large teams use unreal but I also find it very easy to get things done using it. But remembering that the act of coding is only one part of the process, and isn't the most rate limiting part, maybe pulls back this argument. As always the goal is to be achieving something and not spending time waiting on the computer - I don't have all day. I don't have the time that my employers have to absorb delays in my tooling. So what an I left with? GM 1.4? 2 is already too slow to navigate for my liking. I should consider modding,?

Chemistry and permanence on the environment, like tire marks but more